Long time comin'

It's been too hard living,
but I'm afraid to die....
cause I don't know whats up there, beyond the sky.
It's been a looong, long time coming,
but I know, a change is gonna come....

You guys know that song right? A change is gonna come. Old song, dunno who wrote it.
So......... it has been a long time coming for me to post something new, and it seems like a lot of the times I sit down and write are those moments where I'm feeling lower than usual. That's how it is for most of us right, when you're low you get creative with the writing and when you're high you get creative with more activities, like goin out and getting a life, but mostly things that aren't immortal, unlike you're writing (assuming you keep ur stuff like I do). Someone could probably come across as "depressed" if you only knew them from poems, etc. cause who writes more happy poems than sad right?! (incase u do, contact me immediately, if only to prove me wrong)

Next point in the agenda, tear inducing TV shows/movies. I've always been an easy target for weepy scenes but lately it's been a little too much. Can't remember exactly what got me all weepy but they were really simple stuff and the tears just kinda overflow uncontrollably. Sometimes it's so lame and I know it but I get sucked in anyway, just makes you feel silly afterwards.
You know what's great though, speaking of tears, Hugs! They're the perfect quick fix when you're pisst or sad or lonely, even when you're happy, a hug can never hurt. Of course it has to be sincere, if you dont mean it than it's just wrong. My rule is to never hug someone if you're not willing to give a real squeeze.

Last-ly, I asked my brother to be my personal trainer, cause I'm too lazy to exercise. We started working out yesterday and man he's a tyrant but he does have a very good training system, he got me to do squats and sit ups about 125 each, without me even noticing how much I was doin. And for someone who hasn't worked out in ages that was a lot. But the pain feels pretty good today.

End note, news on Safin. Poor dude broke up with his girlfriend (to the delight of his fans) and has been playing horribly. Yesterday he lost against a qualifier, a qualifier for crying out loud!!! I really like the dude but I wish he would do good more than just the beginning and end of the year.


Thats all for now. Adios!