Clay hell.

Listening to:
Fiona Apple

It's only monday but already I know that this week is gonna suuuuuuck!!! Safin lost the 4th round at FO, I can't believe it, after a 3 hour long game with a lead in fifth set, he still lost. I could've vomit when I watched that match point. Especially after he did so well against Ferrero last week. So it wasn't that he played bad today, I guess I can take solice in the fact that his opponent was actually really good so it wasn't Safins fault. But it still hurts soooo much, why do I have to be so invested in him?! why can't I just take it casually?! and why can't I find another tennis player to like, so it's not just Safin I hang on too?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaa.............
Other reasons this week is gonna suck:
- it seems that they're not showing Mcleods Daughters anymore.
- right now I'm in to this series that got cancelled years ago after only 1 season and that season already finished last week.
- last 2 episodes of Lost are on this week, after that boring wednesdays await.
- since I saw Teitur last saturday there is nothing left to look forward to this weekend.
- last but not least, French Open is still going on, so I'm gonna feel sick everytime I see a match, knowing that Safin isn't there.

If I never post again, u'll know I didn't survive this awful week. Ta!