Nothing

I converesed with Miss Threepwood yesterday about how everything's nothing. Which isn't really a new thought but still interesting. Really, if you think about "life" and all the stuff we do and the things around us, they are all essentially nothings. Then what's the point, right? No wonder lots of ppl are depressed, hehe....
The only thing that is something is us. Well, all living things, but especially humans cause we're the ones that live materilalisticly. The non-humans have a much better life cause they live as/is and when it's compromised it's the humans fault.
Anyways, point is, the nothings become somethings because of us or they won't have any purpose. Like when you watch sports you realise that they're doing nothing, theres no point to the game itself but it brings ppl together, makes ppl happy, bla bla bla whatever.... basically it wouldn't mean anything without ppl right?!
Thats why they say "appreciate the small things in life" they are usually what brings you most happiness after all. For ex; sitting and talking with your friends, at the end, is the best way to spend time with each other and it's the simplest kind. Just like birthdays, every year I want to do something special, better than the last, but I always end up just hanging out with friends/family and everyobe has a great time. If we spent to much effort making an event for every single thing, when would we enjoy it. Just like breakfast this morning, simple toast with some butter, is there anything better?! Or doing the laundry, a chore at first, but you'd appreciate those hours in the laundry room where you can spend sometime alone and ponder bout things. List your favorite things, past times, I bet they're all the simplest and mundane things.

Rage flash.....grrrr!

Have you ever had that sudden breeze of rage? or is it just me? Today was one of those days, for a couple of hours there I was sooo angry for no reason at all, then I thought hey this would be the topic of the post today.
Now I'm feling pretty dandy though so the post won't have that same feeling. Anywho, the point was that I always feel guilty afterwards, for being all bitchy and testy, and why oh why can't my stupid conscience let a girl be angry once in a while.
Just once I'd like to go through my "rage-flash" without regreting it later, and think "Phew, that was a good mental cleansing we had."
Also, speaking of guilt, it's such a meaningless emotion. It makes you feel awful, not to mention a horrible motivator, cause when you do anything that stems from your guilt it's insincere and just.....wrong.
So this kinda old poem (that I rediscovered recently) is to all of those who long for an occasional guilt-free-bitchiness.
Note: Explicit contents.

I open a door and find a wall,
I knock it down and see a screen,
I rip the seams and pull the wires
only to find you f***ing liars.

I then bounce back to square the first,
to sooth my thirst
and hold my burst
until it cant contain no more
this violent bitch, this stupid whore.

You say its anger that I feel
and yet you never fail to steal
the random moments I feel real.

The schemes, the lies
you make me buy.
I choked, I broke
I never spoked.
You flew too light,
and ran away.
Without a fight.
I'll make you pay.

------N.C.S------

How many J's do u listen to?

It's an interesting coincidense that a lot of the music artists that I listen to have names starting with J.
Let's list them shall we:

• John Mayer
• Jack Johnson
• Julie Delpy
• Jem
• Jewel
• Jason Mraz
• Joseph Arthur

Besides the J's, theres like 3 T's, 1 G, 1 D, 2 B's, 1 O, 2 N's, etc... Dunno where I'm going with this but it's a fun fact nonetheless, u guys think about it.

Also I just noticed that theres quite an amount of banjo playing in some of the songs that I've been listening to, how peculiar.

Nobody here's from Irland.....

Don't know if u'll find it funny, don't matter really. It's Jimmy Fallon doing John Mayer's "Your body is a wonderland" on SNL.
I dedicate it to Encoré, hehe....

Nobody here's from Irland

Bad Nicole!!!

It's 3 am and I'm still awake (again!), haven't even started getting ready for bed. At least I got some work done on the blog, including putting back z commenting feature. Everytime it's done I republish the blog and see something I wanna fix so I go back and stare at the codes while getting distracted by my tummy.
So, it's time for me to amscray and sleep, 'cause Valentines day ended more than three hours ago, prince charming never arrived and my elbow hurts.

St.Val's day

My dear friends (u know who you are) thank you for letting me into your lives. Love ya!!!

tummy tucks, liposuctions, the works.

As you can see my blogs different again, hehe..... it's still under construcion though cause I can't be bother to do everything at the same time. Some stuff I haven't really figured out, but I got a tag-board, that's pretty cool. Especially cause the comments feature has vanished until I can fit it in somewhere. So the tag-board is there for the comments or whatever cause it's really efficient, like a mini chat-room ;)

Oh we saw Closer today, what to say about that movie, hm.... intense. Then I saw Outback Jack at home, hehe .... However corny and cheesy the reality shows are, they're still damn entertaining and I'm not ashamed to say that I like watching these peeps behaviour, man they crack me up.

La, da, da, da, da, la....... Karma, karma, karma, chameleon. We're talkin kinda funny from helium.

Ok, I'm gonna go back to work on this blog now. Viva la Jack Johnson!!! or somethin...

Ode to a boob.

A parody of the Rock-a-buy baby song.

Rock-a-buy boobies, on my torso
as the time grows, my babies will grow
with the hormones that mess up your mind
at least these two gifts will always be mine.

Thank you GOD, for I am well endowed.

Damn dam!

I just like this poem, so posting it here to share it. It's short but it says a lot.

Pour rain on my solid ground
push the barrier, so I'll be found
Like a dam holding a waterfall
with one glitch, I could lose it all.

----Nicole----

There's beauty in breakdown.

From Garden State's soundtrack, great song.

Let go by Frou Frou

Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

[Chorus]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrival
you've twenty seconds to comply

Facelift

As you san see the blog looks new, haven't personalized it yet though (was trying to all day). Nice cool colors that now match with my Safin, hehe.... The fonts kinda boring, I'll change that later. Meanwhile what tit-bits can I post right now.....hmm...?

ummm.....



..............maybe.............


nah.