Who said I didn't have a life?! F U man!

So, you've read my post title, and yes you're right I said it, F U!!! I'm not particularly angry today, infact I'm feeling rather fine, but it's just an observation worth mentioning. Have you notice how ppl talk about that quite often, I don't have a life, you don't have a life, etc etc. Usually this is based on what? lack of spouse? lack of going out on saturday nights? those aren't much of a criteria now are they?! So maybe you don't have a significant other and/or you dont go out that much, so what? Honestly, who has the time and money to do those things and meet someone when you have school, work, housekeeping (everyone has to do some housekeeping), not to mention keeping up with friends and family that you already have?! I know I don't. Sometimes I can be inclined to say that "I dont have a life", but that's not really accurate. Of course I have a life, what the hell am I living right now! I have school work, home work, and occasionally when I have free time I like to spend it on my own, catching up with the time that went by and make sure that everything's in check before my "resting" time is over. Plus, what student out there has the extra money to spend on fun stuff? when you have money usually it's needed for the bare necessities of life, like food and clothes or school books, I think the majority would agree to this. Just wanted to get that off my chest because it feels like society is making me feel guilty for being a homebody and a cheapscake that won't spend any money, hehe.....

Next subject: You gotta check out this new band/group whatever called "Fort minor" it's Mike Shinoda (the dude that raps in Linkin park) side project. I really like their stuff, very nice. I'll put up some songs ASAP.

Seems that I've ran out of topics..................hm......................uhuh, right.
I wanted to discuss separation anxiety, particularly mine. I heard somewhere (Grissom on CSI) that 70% of ppl have a security item (you know blankets, icky pillows, stuffed animals and such) to eliviate separation anxieties and I thought huh, I don't have anything like that, guess I'm one of the 30% that don't have problems with "separation", change etc. But how can that be, I have loads of abandonment issues (it has lessen through the years) and I respond badly to most changes, even the little ones, and then I realised I sure do have my own "security blanket" and it's called: the television. It hasn't always been the same TV set or even the same content, but yes TV is my blanky. I'm very attached to it, it brings comfort whereever I go (especially with all the TV shows thats shown all over the globe) all I need is to see something familiar on it and whatever change that occurs around me seem less harsh.
Example: when I moved to Sthlm what did I buy first? that's right, a TV set. You gotta understand, I've had my own TV since '97 so naturally when I had to give that up I had to get a replacement right away. Now, thankfully, there's the internet and with it I can actually live without a TV set if push comes to shove. You know why? because the essence of the television are the shows right? nowadays you can download almost any show thats on TV and that my friend is my solace!
Btw, has anyone seen Prison break? exciting new show. Ooh and Lost is also getting better and better. Which reminds me, I should download that now, catch u losers later! Bye!