Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wednesday, June 1, 2005
Masochists
Listening to:
Thicke
Ok, so in relation to the awfullness of the last few days, I started thinking about ppl who hurt themselves. I mean really, it is quite understandable how some ppl become bulimic/anorexic or the others who cut/slice themselves. The line is so blurry that the only thing separating us from the them is this tiny shred of........ I don't know what, but obviously its strong enough to keep us from crossing the line to self destruction. The point is anyone whose ever felt helpless and not able to control whatever it is thats happening must understand how some can step over the edge, and it's all because we're control freaks. Wether it's a weight issue or a heartache, we can't stand not being in control of our feelings, when something inside is hurting so bad you'd like your outside to feel the pain instead, cause at least then, you're in control of it.
So I guess thats what separates us from them, a little extra control, and perseverance, cause thats what ppl say right? if you just hang in there the hurt will eventually pass.
Anyways, we should all be lucky to have the ability to be mentally in charge for all our days.
Thicke
Ok, so in relation to the awfullness of the last few days, I started thinking about ppl who hurt themselves. I mean really, it is quite understandable how some ppl become bulimic/anorexic or the others who cut/slice themselves. The line is so blurry that the only thing separating us from the them is this tiny shred of........ I don't know what, but obviously its strong enough to keep us from crossing the line to self destruction. The point is anyone whose ever felt helpless and not able to control whatever it is thats happening must understand how some can step over the edge, and it's all because we're control freaks. Wether it's a weight issue or a heartache, we can't stand not being in control of our feelings, when something inside is hurting so bad you'd like your outside to feel the pain instead, cause at least then, you're in control of it.
So I guess thats what separates us from them, a little extra control, and perseverance, cause thats what ppl say right? if you just hang in there the hurt will eventually pass.
Anyways, we should all be lucky to have the ability to be mentally in charge for all our days.
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