Currently listening to: everything on my list, duh!!!

Specifically at this second, Rachel Yamagata's "The reason why" is on.
What is there to report you ask? I'm happy, happy, happy! I know there's a lot of shit going on in the world and at times I feel guilty of being lucky enough to be happy, but I can't help it, I'm glad to be here and gratefull to have everyone/everything that I have. I visited postsecret.blogspot.com yesterday and all I thought was "any issue or complex that I might have is nothing compared to so many ppl out there", I thought about posting a secret there but what the hell, I can just do it here.
Here's one: Sometimes I resent my parents for losing my faith in love and my ability to trust another human being. Not to say that I have much experience in love but hey I'm 20 and already cynical, props to them!

#David Usher "Black-black heart"
Something weird is happening with my body, how many of it is hormones? how many of it is mental? how many of it is caused by the weather? I have no idea. Wake up every morning with a heat surge that sporadically comes and goes through out the day. Plus a weird aching in my head, as if my brain is swullen and my cranium is bouncing it form side to side, maybe it's meningitis, maybe it's migrain, maybe a tumour, maybe.....

#Jason Mraz "Wordplay"
I'm in love with pink! pink clothes, bags, shoes, bras, watches, phones, earrings, make up, you say it, I have it. It 's dawned on me that 90% of my things have a pink variation to it. Not an accomplishment per sei but.....nah just fascinating to me.

#Minnie Driver "Invisible girl"
Podcast, my favorite thing at the moment. I have a hard time explaining what it is, so just check out iTunes music store and you'll catch my drift. So far, I've listened most to tvguide talk, where some tvguide peeps talk about tv and movies (my fav topics of all time), lots of spoilers and scoops and reviews, makes me feel good about being a TV junkie.

#Robbie Williams "Better man"
This song reminds me of being in switzerland with my sweetie Natalie, we had such a great time, laughing soooo hard every after meal, one of the best holidays that I will ever have, no doubt. I'll slip in another secret here: I have had more than one occasion where I wanted to smooch a girlfriend, someday when the opportunity presents itself I'll be there.

#All saints "Pure shore"
The Beach, oh how I miss beaches. I wished we went to beaches more often when I was still in tropical land. Hopefully I will be able to sport my spankin' new bikini when we go there next year.

#Iron & wine "Naked as we came"
I tried gear shifting this week, in a car that is. It was my first time doing anything behind a steering wheel and might I say, quite exciting. Can't wait to really start learning how to drive, it's weird to imagine operating a large machine among other machines.

#Sarah Mclachlan "Stupid"
This song isn't familiar enough to me to provide any inspiration.

#Nelly Furtado "Explode"
So the post has come to an end, much to do before this Sunday ends, much to learn before the week bends, much to see before tomorrow sends.

#Jurassic 5 "Thin line"

Listening to:

Nikka Costa -- Can'tneverdidnothin (awesome!!!)

Still air outside, climbing in the window
the rain finished, sun in tow.
Still air inside, crawling out the door
winding it's stride, layed me on the floor.

Exactly one day and one month later, here I am again. Not much to say really, summer's been great so far, couple of rainy days here and there but sunny all around. 24 days till my 20th birthday, not sure what that means, definitly feels more significant than the others, but still don't know what it means. I might look two decades old on paper, but off that there's still a seventeen yeared girl in here. I hope this next 5 years will drag out as long as it can, don't want to reach 30 too soon.