Less sucky tuesday.

Listening to:
Shakira - La tortura


Well hellow!
This week seems to be improving a wee bit. Mcleods was back on, so a little part of my routine has recovered, (I don't know what I'd do without my day to day dependency on TV) although when I woke u this mornin the "pain" from yesterday still lingered on. I watched todays tennis matches trying to enjoy the game without rooting? for anyone and it is still interesting when the players play well. I would like to see something out of the ordinary to happen in a tennis match though, like someone getting smacked in the head or someone starting a fight, I've never seen anything like that.
Besides that the day was kinda dull and somewhat depressing, I stayed in bed till after noon. I still felt like fixing dinner so that was good, but I didn't have an urge to clean the kitchen after, and when I don't even want to do cleaning then it's definetly a crappy mood day.
Not to mention I'm craving for a chocolate bar right now but it's almost 21.00 and the store is not near enough.
Blaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever.

Clay hell.

Listening to:
Fiona Apple

It's only monday but already I know that this week is gonna suuuuuuck!!! Safin lost the 4th round at FO, I can't believe it, after a 3 hour long game with a lead in fifth set, he still lost. I could've vomit when I watched that match point. Especially after he did so well against Ferrero last week. So it wasn't that he played bad today, I guess I can take solice in the fact that his opponent was actually really good so it wasn't Safins fault. But it still hurts soooo much, why do I have to be so invested in him?! why can't I just take it casually?! and why can't I find another tennis player to like, so it's not just Safin I hang on too?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaa.............
Other reasons this week is gonna suck:
- it seems that they're not showing Mcleods Daughters anymore.
- right now I'm in to this series that got cancelled years ago after only 1 season and that season already finished last week.
- last 2 episodes of Lost are on this week, after that boring wednesdays await.
- since I saw Teitur last saturday there is nothing left to look forward to this weekend.
- last but not least, French Open is still going on, so I'm gonna feel sick everytime I see a match, knowing that Safin isn't there.

If I never post again, u'll know I didn't survive this awful week. Ta!

Swearing

This was a funny flash clip, hope u guys think it's funny too.

TV stars fav swear word

Late night epiphany.

Listening to: Maroon 5

So it was last night that I had, what u may not call an epiphany but it makes for a good post title, that. It was looong and sappy and basically a glimpse of my inner psyche, but by half of it I regret writing anything at all. So you won't get any of that today, hehehe...... Suckers! nah, I'm just not ready to publish it, but it's quite therapeutic writing on this blog, helps a lot when you're messed up.
Have a nice sunday, everyone!

Flaky

I know, just can't make up my mind. Changed the skin again, I'm not a harbor kinda girl at all but this looks nice and soothing so whateve.

Pappa!!

We just got a scanner so I wanna post some old photographs. First up is my Daddy and me!
Btw, when r u gonna check out my blog, Daddy-O !?!

Chubby-bubby

Marchubby
Originally uploaded by agathasue26.

Have you seen a cute fat tanned baby?

Furry diaper

NicHeadphones
Originally uploaded by agathasue26.

Turns out I've always loved the "microphone".

Harry Potter

Ooooooooohh!!!!!!!
I just saw the teaser trailer for HP Goblet of fire, and it looks so good!! I can't wait and I don't care if ppl who don't read HP thinks its children stuff cause it ain't. It's coming out in November, wish everyone could be here so we could c it together, mayb we will, who knows.
BTW, trailer link:

Goblet of fire

Yeay!! new blog skin.

Listening to:

• Cat Stevens
  Peace train
  
• Tristan Prettyman & Jason Mraz
  Shy that way
  
• Ello
  Pergi utk kembali
  

Isn't this much nicer. Turns out Blogger had a template that I just "loved" at first sight and no work needed, for now. I'll have to put in the tagboard somehow and the links, it'll be done by tomorrow probably. C ya then.

Notice!

how crappy the blog looks. I got tired of the old setup but this one has poo-vomit color and boooooring.
I'll just switch to bloggers generic skin mayb, we'll see.
Another notice is that my buddy Diza made a blog, finally, yeay!!!! This is great progress.
Later!

Long time comin'

It's been too hard living,
but I'm afraid to die....
cause I don't know whats up there, beyond the sky.
It's been a looong, long time coming,
but I know, a change is gonna come....

You guys know that song right? A change is gonna come. Old song, dunno who wrote it.
So......... it has been a long time coming for me to post something new, and it seems like a lot of the times I sit down and write are those moments where I'm feeling lower than usual. That's how it is for most of us right, when you're low you get creative with the writing and when you're high you get creative with more activities, like goin out and getting a life, but mostly things that aren't immortal, unlike you're writing (assuming you keep ur stuff like I do). Someone could probably come across as "depressed" if you only knew them from poems, etc. cause who writes more happy poems than sad right?! (incase u do, contact me immediately, if only to prove me wrong)

Next point in the agenda, tear inducing TV shows/movies. I've always been an easy target for weepy scenes but lately it's been a little too much. Can't remember exactly what got me all weepy but they were really simple stuff and the tears just kinda overflow uncontrollably. Sometimes it's so lame and I know it but I get sucked in anyway, just makes you feel silly afterwards.
You know what's great though, speaking of tears, Hugs! They're the perfect quick fix when you're pisst or sad or lonely, even when you're happy, a hug can never hurt. Of course it has to be sincere, if you dont mean it than it's just wrong. My rule is to never hug someone if you're not willing to give a real squeeze.

Last-ly, I asked my brother to be my personal trainer, cause I'm too lazy to exercise. We started working out yesterday and man he's a tyrant but he does have a very good training system, he got me to do squats and sit ups about 125 each, without me even noticing how much I was doin. And for someone who hasn't worked out in ages that was a lot. But the pain feels pretty good today.

End note, news on Safin. Poor dude broke up with his girlfriend (to the delight of his fans) and has been playing horribly. Yesterday he lost against a qualifier, a qualifier for crying out loud!!! I really like the dude but I wish he would do good more than just the beginning and end of the year.


Thats all for now. Adios!