Monthly hormonal imbalance

Hello everyone that doesn't visit my blog. I've only got myself to blame for that really, didn't tell too many ppl about this blog and can't say I'm too diligent with the posting so, whatever.
Ok, current obsession: Harry Potter. Finished the 6th book this weekend, left me with that feeling that you desperately want but don't have, HATE it! Got me in an awful mood, made the whole process of going to school soooo painfull these last few days. Not to mention I realized that I've ran out of money, AGAIN!, just after days of getting some, and then homework, AAAAAAAh!!!!! All I wanna do is escape escape and procrastinate cause when I give myself even second of thinking time, I feel awful again.
Today, things are stlightly better, just have to remind myself that all the things I'm stressing about can be fixed one way or another, nothing that'll kill me.
So let us talk about things I am excited about, Harry Potter obviously, I'm rereading Chamber of Secrets and my order of PoA and GoF has arrived, yes! yes! yes! I wanna c Goblet again but no one wants to go wit me (understandably cause it's expensive), but still I wanna wanna wanna!
Oh happy little tidbit, I saw Adam Brody in a jc. ad on TV last night, so cute. He even said a couple of swedish words at the end, adorable.
Finally, music as always, gets me through the days. Right now I'm so loving Imogen Heap (singer of Frou Frou). Great songs, kinda electronic-esque, which is really not my style normally but she's just awesome. Check her out, especially the song "Goodnight and go". Very cute and upbeat song, sweet chorus that goes like this:

"Why'd you have to be so cute,
it's impossible to ignore you.
Why'd you make me laugh so much...
it's bad enough we get along so well....say goodnight and go."

But then pay attention to the verse, after that you'll find the song kinda creepy:

"I followed you home you got headphones on and you're dancing,
got lucky beautiful shot you're taking everything off, watch the curtains wide open.
...same routine, flicking through the TV, relaxed and reclining, and you think you're alone."

Creepy huh?!! hehe.... still a nice poppy song though.

A lil' bit of....

What should this post be? an update? happy post or sad post? introspectional or superficial? You know what, really not in the mood to think about it. So I'll just plough through:

*I was going to post some music links and delete the old ones, but do u know how much hassle that is? so when I do I do don't wait for it.
*It's really late and i should sleep but just remembered that I have to put on new sheets, makes me less enthusiastic bout getting ready for bed which makes me sleep even later than I want. It's a vicious vicious circle.
*My bestest buddy AK came home today, picked her up. Winter's looking pretty great now she's here, like old times.
*On the other hand my aunt, cousin and grandma have all left the country in the last 2 days, I'll see them in 2 months but goodbyes suck none the less.
*I'm in love with Adam Brody, cutest of the cute on my list right now!
*I'm kinda pisst with Safin cause he hasn't played for soooo long (stupid knee injury) and a because I won't see him play any tennis until February next year.
*I hate how money goes away before you have time to savour it (one of the "perks" of adulthood that make u wish u were still a kid)
*I love how Mommy hates when I call her mama.
*Remember my iPod? still loving it like crazy.
*I'm always reluctant to do my school work but love it when I get good grades (I hate when my feelings contradict)
*I wish I had the will power to go on a diet and lose weight but food is too good of a thing to restrict.
*I love bacon.
*I hate that I live in a country where I can't express myself to new people in my souls language (english that is).

Looks like this post is shaping up to be a hate post. I better stop here then before it goes too far. Bye!