And so ends my try to "carpe diem"...

There are to sides to every story right? well as I've mentioned before this blog will contain only happy thoughts so for the dirty details of this post you should go to www.casandratitis.blogspot.com.

I'll make a long story short cause I've written alot on the other blog. I tried out for swedish Idol this year, made it all the way up to the duets part on the second day of the stockholm version of "hollywood week". Saw a lot of cute guys, well a few. The cutest was a guy that looked like Scott Speedman (Ben from "Felicity"). Why was he the cutest? (there was a photographer that looked like Ryan Gosling) well because he gave me the most compliments, hehehe.... I really think thats why I sing to an audience, its not just the positive feedback I long for, its the praise from cute/hot guys that I'd like to impress :)

Anyways, he said it was "bästa musik upplevelse" he heard among all the girls and that he was slightly "förförd". I also noticed him mentioning me to other ppl cause I'd see him talk to someone and then he'd hint in my direction, hehe....
Sadly I did not get his number, stupid stuipid me! honestly networking was the last thing on my mind during those days but man do i regret not giving him my number. We of course hoped that we'd be coupled together for the duet but alas it wasn't meant to be, he did however manage to tell my duet that I was his first choice so he'd better not mess it up, hehehe.... his duet was there too so she was kinda offended, haha... but it totally made my day for sure!

I got a bunch of compliments from other peeps too, mostly guys of course and a couple of girls, I'm not gonna be humble about it :) its not everyday you get praise like that.

So bottom line, it sucks that I didnt go further but its not like I had a chance in winning the whole thing so it doesnt really matter and at least now I know a little bit more that my voice can actually touch people, that theres potential there and its not just the simple fact that I can sing. Mooshy clichés but its true so.....lol.

To anyone who cares: I'm back!!!

Did anybody notice how long I haven't updated the blog?! The last post was on d 9th of December, which was coincidentally the first anniversary of my blog (applause) Thank you! Thank you! Anyways I thought it would've been cool if I just stopped posting then 'cause the one year cycle was complete. Eventually the obvious came to me, where am I supposed to blog now? make a new one (I don't think so). But since I've had absolutetly no inspiration or motivation to blog then it wasn't a problem.
I've missed it though, so I'm back!

I will proceed to write only positive things from now on, what with my template being Oh-so-pink now and stuff. It's time to seperate my glass-half-fulls and half-emptys into different venues. For u who prefer the latter www.cassandratitis.blogspot.com might be more your taste.

Ok, I've discovered my new favourite series of the year this week: "Veronica Mars". It's soo awesome I tell you (TV junkies out there would undertstand me). I saw the whole 1st season in 2 days and proceded to watch 13 episodes of the second season through out the week. By the weekend I started to watch the first season all over again (under the pretense of introducing it to my brother).

On the music front I have not much to report, almost nothing actually. Been listening to old stuff + some Kanye, Fiona and Fort minor.

Oh and I was in Jakarta for like a month.